Sunday, November 21, 2004
hmmz
haha...he makes it so obvious
so obvious...xiao mei mei
askin mi to fight on
but wads dere to fight n hold on??
it's onli a losin battle...an empty shell
is it worth holdin on any longer??
i don like losin...but i wan him to be happy
n onli she can make him be...
why don i juz leave it??
i might be succeedin..often for da past weeks
i tend to think of him evertym i've free tym to myself
yet now??...i don...is dat sumthin gd??
is it a gd sign??..i wonder
my horoscope tells mi:
You may believe that keeping up your regular routine
now will help you get through a rough patch at home
or in a relationship. Your heart isn't as engaged as
you'd wish, and you may not want to bring up all the
feelings just yet. Remember that the potential for
transformation is tied to your willingness to be vulnerable.
Being busy might feel good, but it's just a distraction from the real issues.
keepin myself busy...to stop myself frm facin reality
to solve all da probs...
is dat right?? am i doin da wrong thing??
but i don noe how to face dem??
oh Lord...pls gif mi da strength for i realli dunno wad i can do...
wad to do...wad shld i do??
+ [ auroraphaela ] ~我被你压得快喘不过气来了~ +
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Friday, November 19, 2004
dreamz
i've nv mentioned dreamin bout lwee twice?? did i??
da 1st one had us exchangin kisses behind a counter
den da 2nd one was bout mi huggin him cryin
goodness.. i even dreamed dat 4 piggybacked mi n tok to mi
gosh i muz be goin bonkers...
stupid dreamz
God...am i losin lwee??
he seems to be ignorin mi recently
shld i juz leave it all n let dem be??
does he haf a place for mi??
do i realli love him??
or do i juz wan his attention??
+ [ auroraphaela ] ~我被你压得快喘不过气来了~ +
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Monday, November 15, 2004
genting
13/11/2004 Saturday
set off to Gentin @ ard 5+
breakfast was taken @ da 1st rest hse aft custom
lunch was taken at a shoppin mall in KL
we shopped till 2 b4 continuin our way
it was a long journey up da mount.
haha...i slept thru the ride
as we neared the peak, it got colder n cooler
we wind down the window to enjoy the refreshin breeze
soon we had da cars parked den checked into da hotel
Theme Park Hotel
aft sum rest, we went 4 dinner...
goodness...can u believe it??
it was RM $12.40 a bowl of mee
later, we took two rides RM $4 n RM $6 respectively
for the reindeer and bumper car ride
aft dat, we went bac to da hotel rm, bathed n snoozed..
14/11/2004 Sunday
breakfast was taken @ Mac...big breakfast
it was yummy
aft dat, we brought entrance ticket
to both da indoor n outdoor theme park
i took da pirate ride, merry-go-round
skytrain n bumper car...b4 takin lunch @ MB
later we continued playin but tis tym indoors,
we took da euro express..
den mum dragged us away to buy clothes n shoes
dere i saw derek ang
haha...surprise...he arrived same ae as usn will b leavin @ da same tym as us tmr..by car too
he's stayin @ the New World Hotel
den we continued to play summore
da Gold Mine...den went for dinner at da restaurant
later we continued sum more
da Dragon's Ride...Gold Mine...Flume Rider...Euro Express
aft dat, we continued to shop sum more
b4 returnin to bath n den slp
15/11/2004 Monday
we woke up n packed
checked out den drove off
took breakfast @ Giant...shopped till 12+
den drove off to eat seafood @ JB
but dere was a jam
so we stopped @ a rest hse took lunch
den finished the journey
cancellin plans for seafood
returnin to s'pore to eat porridge
haha...pathetic
dats all...thru out i realli enjoyed da 3 days
+ [ auroraphaela ] ~我被你压得快喘不过气来了~ +
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Tuesday, November 09, 2004
goodness
he told mi to treat it like he's gone for a vacation
but cum on...it's a weekend plus two more days
i'm like...weekend pass le...alreadi cannot tahan le
HOW???
haiz...two more days
it had better be over quickly...
i miss him so much
dunno why...juz keep thinkin bout him every now n den
hope he returns soon...safe n sound
miss him...miss him
does he noe?? does he miss mi as well??
or more of someone else??? i don noe..all of a sudden feel so possessive...but we made a pact to....or more lyki pormise to stay away...
well luckily n praise da Lord i haf plenty of things to keep mi occupied
but i still tend to keep tym off to think of him...haha
weekend...got plenty of sms pals...gt...kor...min...bj
i started work on sat den went tpy aft dat
nxt day do hmwk n sci project
todae???
it was busy...went to sch...den to work
lots of cuts on da hands...veri tired
tml again...this has to go on for three more days...
how to tahan???
so bac @ home slp like pig for hrs...haha
die still muz remind lwee to do eng hmwk
dere's so much i wanna tell him...haha
anyway dats all lar...miss him...haha
+ [ auroraphaela ] ~我被你压得快喘不过气来了~ +
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[auroraphaela]
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Christ
my family
someone i'm losing soon
akame
being wif my friends & alone
e2's & infinitys
sleeping
money & myself
[recollections]
memories are events of the past held dearly to out hearts
they can be painful yet sweet altogether
[ the things you did...you can never erase ]
I don't wish or much
I only wish to be with the one I love
Is it too much to ask?