Wednesday, January 31, 2007
clips
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Tuesday, January 30, 2007
out of icu
thank God...
in less den 24 hrs...my grandpa ish our of icu
God does answer prayers...
thank u one n all for prayer support n concerns
he's doin well...n isn't in as much pain as b4..
though dere r still pipes attached to him...
n he still feel pain when he strains himself too much
but generally he is well on his road to recovery...
a miracle i'll sae...
he'll be doin physio tmr...
got a surprise back @ home todae...
received a mail frm gaff...
gosh i realli miss him truckloads!!
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kame's blunder
omgosh...kame forgot his lyrics...
but he still handled it professionally...
not lettin dat blunder affect his performance
so kawaii...kame-chan
it is said dat yamapi was trying relli hard..
not to laugh when it was his turn to sing..
but i can't see da stupid mike block his mouth..
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aft op
i juz visited my grandpa in NUH…
he had his op in da aftnn till abt 6.35pm…
by da tym i went down wif dad n mum it was nearin 8
grandpa was in da intensive care unit…
i walked at a dist behind mum n she went in b4 mi…
i saw her go in n hesitate…becos…
frm outside i saw his legs positioned weirdly…
movin cautiously nearer…
i saw him lyin in an extremely weird position…
tubes n pipes were pokin everywhere...
it was a bloody sight...
blood was flowin everywhere thru a pipes...
dat even by lookin i felt uncomfortable…
shocked n speechless was how i felt at dat instance…
becos accordin to da medics…he was suppose to be…
under anesthetic n won be up until 2 days later…
but surprising he was wide awake...
wad scared mi most was da way…
his body was twisted in such an indescribable manner…
n his head was bend in a way dat it was off da bed…
to make things worse…he was moanin…
shoutin n screamin @ my mum…
sayin dat he can’t breath n claimin dat he was dyin…
i didn’t dare go near…i could hardly move myself..
i was afraid i would juz breakdown dere…
n frighten my grandpa further…
my heart totally cried out to him..upon…
hearin him scream n seein him wrench in pain..
how much i had hoped dat i could suffer in his place…
or dat God could remove him of his pain…
den mum got mi to pray for him wif her…
aft dat…she got mi to get dad in…
i was relieved at havin an excuse to leave…
aft getting dad…i walked a lil further along da corridor..
reaching an open window…i stood dere n cried…
i couldn’t take it…
i thank God dat grandpa was so conscious aft da op…
but y muz he be awake to suffer da pain…
y didn’t God take away his pain??
wad is God’s meanin in lettin him go thru all tis..?
hafin let go of my emotions…i felt a lot better…
wif da wind blowin against my face thru da window…
soon mum came out…n she cried too…
harder den i did…by den I felt nothin…
emptiness…I guessed I had cried enough…
b4 dad left grandpa…
da doc had given grandpa another rd of anesthetic..
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fahrenheit 2007
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Saturday, January 27, 2007
3 daes...
haha...tis will be a combination of 3 days...thurs, fri n sat...thurs:stayed back for project work...completed my part...it was tought work...thks yan2 for checkin n compilin...it was my work initially so thks again...lurve ya loads...aniwae....erm...in another rm da mood wasn't dat positive..a mini confrontation turned things very sour...dada...i noe u r tryin very hard...n things hafen been exactly goin da way u wan...but...if u don try even harder...lyk scarificin sum irrelavant activities (not only ur cca)...mayb u can get more things done...one whole week n u didn't do even a lil bit...it's so unbelievable...n it's not lyk u were assigned 1 day to finish..juz do a paragraph or 2 a dae...i'm sure u can complete in a week..*control* right...i'm not even gonna compare u to myself~~or mention dat u R 18~~but i juz don get y u get so upset abt tis age issue...ok...so 18 doesn't mean u haf to be more mature...more repsonsible, sensible, solemn or haf better tym management...den 18 shld not be able to complete an assignment on tym...18 shld be seen lyk 17...wadever...if tis 'issue' can be settled among urslves...we won b seein a same thing happenin for...fp phy n cog...fp socio-emo...n cd1.3pls understand da xy is not sum1 hu will say things str. in ur face..dat is firm n dat u will pay attention too....unlyk yan2 or myself..plus..it's not as if xy did not address da issue...or did not constantly remind u...da thing ish...were u even LISTENING...were u ppl LISTENING!!!SHE DID ALL SHE COULD OR EVEN MORE DEN SHE SHOULDn she's not askin much..juz dat u all complete ur work in da assignedtymso could u guys pls juz try n finish in da allocated tym??!issit dat tough?? den cut down on ur entertainment...!!if cca & tvxq or play is all so impt to u dat...u can't prioritise n haf to leave ur work to da last min..den pls nxt tym look for members dat r lyk u...hu lurve last-min workbut pls make sure dat it won be lyk da big bk...@ end of da dae...still need to rally our help...regardin not knowin how it's lyk to haf a cca...becos we don haf one...HELLO..it's becos frm past exp. i noe it's tough to handlecca together wif schwork..dat i choose to no get myself involve till i think i can handle...so if u can't handle...simple...DON'T GET INVOLVE!!if u can be so considerate to ur cca members...y can't u do da same to ur assignment members??!!i don see da link so...those r hu u call friends...not us!!最不动听的话,才是最真实的也是因为在乎你而说的 。effort?? i don see dat effort u claim to haf put in...effort shld equate sum work don but i see nothin...onli effort in participtatin in ur cca or watchin utube...oh but i do see sum effort in da last min work u sent xy...hu haf to ook thru...compile n print last min...aft tons of reminder sumore...i don get it ...y u can't juz finish ur work at one go...get it done n ovr wif...den u can do wadeva u want later...no1's gonna nag at u or CARE wad u wanna do wif ur life...JUST LET US HAF UR ASSIGNMENTS....ok...i noe ver realistic...ut dat's da way...get ur work done n we can all play lyk crazy...don get ur work done...all u see r disgusted faces n hear nags...haha...gettin it all out feels great..**if u want us to respec u...u otta first respect urself...do sumthin to show us dat u r worthy for us to respect u~~oh...had steamboat @ marina for dinner...very full*content*fri:went for k todae wif xy n her friend j...had fun...but it was sad couldn't see t...but i'm sure dere r plent more chances...haha...hope xy had fun too...n got to destress...becos i did...lolgotta do tis more ofen...sat:haha...i saw amk got tis steamboat stall alot of ppl patronise de...lyk very nice..but da best part...got cute guys to top soup...hahamuz check it out sumtym soon!!went to ahgong's hse for dinner...mahjong kah...cook fish noodles...very delicious...~content~
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Kame to Pi - Seishun Amigo
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Quiz
Ok people...check this steamboat quiz out...i'm type D so see wad type of person u r...i'm thinkin it's pretty accurate dats y i kope frm my cuz blog tis quiz...njoy~~What kind of season will you enjoy eating steamboat?
A. Winter ( To Qn 2)
B. Summer (To Qn 5)
C. No matter what season (To Qn 1)
1. Do you like to have some sauce on your food?
A. Like (To Qn 2)
B. Don't like (To Qn 5)
2. Will you add eggs in your steamboat soup?
A. Yes (To Qn 3)
B. No (To Qn 6)
3. If you find a cigaratte butt in ur steamboat food, what will you do?
A. Quarrel with the boss and request another new one. (To Qn 13)
B. Stop eating and just pay and go. (To Qn 10)
4. What is the main point you will consider for choosing a steamboat restaurant?
A. Famous (To Qn 7)
B. Reasonable prices (To Qn 8)
5. If the steamboat restaurant has a new product of steamboat, will you dare to try?
A. Yes (To Qn 6)
B. No (To Qn 8)
6. How many people do you like to have your steamboat meal with?
A. 2-3 soulmates (To Qn 9)
B. A big group of friends (To Qn 3)
7. If the steamboat restaurant is very crowded, will you wait for a seat or go to another place?
A. Wait (To Qn 11)
B. Proceed to another one (To Qn 12)
8. What kind of food you like to add?
A. Noodle (To Qn 9)
B. Vermicilli "Tang hoon" (To Qn 7)
9. Will you drink the soup first or finish all the ingredients in the bowl then drink the soup?
A. Drink the soup first (To Qn 10)
B. Eat the ingredients first (To Qn 12)
10. If the boss tells you that you must add some SPECIAL and ODD ingredient in the soup to make it more delicious, will you dare to add?
A. Yes (To Qn 17)
B. No (To Qn 13)
11. Will you drink a cup of cooling water after you finish this steamy hot meal?
A. Yes (To Qn 15)
B. No (To Qn 14)
12. When you are having your steamboat, do you put in your meat first or put in later?
A. Put it once the steamboat start (To Qn 15)
B. Later part then put (To Qn 11)
13. Do you like to put all types of food at one go into the steamboat or have it put in one type by one type?
A. All (To Qn 17)
B. One type at a time (To Qn 16)
14. What drink will you like to go with your meal?
A. Oolong Tea (To Qn 16)
B. Plum juice (Type A)
15. Do you like to have steamboat at home or outside?
A. Home (To Qn 16)
B. Outside (To Qn 14)
16. Will you mind if another customer is standing behind you, waiting for you while you are finishing your food?
A. Mind (Type B)
B. Don't mind (Type C)
17. You are already very full with your meal but the boss offer to let you have another steamboat meal, will you eat it?
A. Yes (Type D)
B. No (To Qn 16)___________
RESULTS TYPE
A shy, a bit of an introvert.You are more stubborn and like to stay alone quietly at home.To you, talking to strangers is a hard thing so you have not much friends.But you will still have some soulmates.You need to treasure people who care and love you.You are more interested in your own matters, you will try your very best to achieve your target.But you can't do everything alone, and just depend on yourself, learn to open up and accept other opinions.Try to get along with different people.
TYPE B
You are a more active person, drawing a clear line between happiness and unhappiness.You are more quick-tempered.If you encounter things you like, you will do it without second thought.But once you encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get out of it as soon as possible.As you are a person of your own views, the friends you tend to have will be of the same pattern.But once good friends, you will understand them a lot and go all the way to help then.Friends are very dependent on you.As you are too emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with your friends.You must learn to do things in order and not give up easily.You can try making friends with those you don't think you can get along with, don't stick with the same category.This will make you more popular and charming.
TYPE C
Gentle like a lamb.You have a high level of adaptance power, easy to get along with people.Very popular in social life but seems that no one will talk bad about you.You hate to have conflicts with people so you always try to adapt to everyone.You treat every person differently.To look at the bright side, you adapt easily.But to look at the dark side, you lack of character, although you are one big nice guy but you lack of charm.On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around.You must try to express yourself more and be more decisive.In this way, you can understand yourself more.
TYPE D
You are stubborn, like to go in circles and don't get to the point.Once you decide on something, no one can change your mind.You are a good leader in a group so you win a lot of trust from your friends.But as you are too persistant on your own thinking, you neglect other people's suggestions therefore you can easily make enemies.Although it is good to maintain your own character but it doesn't mean you totally ignore other people's thoughts and feelings.You will let people think you are hard to handle and you will lose friends gradually and may end up alone.You need to learn to accept other people's opinion.This will make your social circle bigger and you will understand yourself better.
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Thursday, January 25, 2007
akame
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007
last dae
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lost
let's see...todae went to church...dunno...to mi da mood was definitely not cheeryi guess...no matter how horrible u think ur life isdere r surely ppl ard hu r goin thru even more...though it's sumthin i've cum to realise long agobut it's hard to stop thinkin bout myself...n pity myself for wad i'm goin thru...so yar...while i'm still comtemplatin ovr da posibility of...losin my grandfather...sum1 else alreadi did...we lost uncle lim...though i got wind of da news da b4but life went on lyk a dream...i nvr did tot he left...i mean i rmb him to a strong fit n all but den...he still went...i'm sorry...sorry i didn't realise u were sicksorry i didn't went to visit u when u were hospitalised...sorry i couldn't brin myself to ur wake...i dunno...i realli dunno...if i were to loose grandpapa...how will i take it...no....i don even wan to think abt it...u'll be rmbed...
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SBS 861 H
sch's ok todae...
but da ride home was supper horrifyin
either da busdriver juz didn't noe how to drive or
he simple enjoyed jerkin da lives outta his passengers
btw...he not onl kept jekin once every few mins...
dere were 2 occasions i think...
he nearly flew da seated passengers off their seats...
n threw those standin all knockin into other ppl
lousy driver..bleah
anw...my waist n back muscles r all achin frm...
tryin to keep my balance on da bus lar...
it's juz worse den hafin stopped exercising
for very long n startin dem all ovr again...
bs still had to balance herself n hold onto her lappie
ps. bs...lucky nvr seat at dat seat or i think...
we will get off a bus vomittin...
todae's episode on ten bros very funni...
esp. da endin...hee~
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cell??!
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Thursday, January 11, 2007
doc appt
omg...todae wen to see doc...
195 leh da fees...so ex
n i'll be hafin lyk 4 months of treatment...
it better turn out good or he's so gonna die...
it's lyk da doc so cute lar...
he sae he's thing until lyk so good liddat
u use my nice nice cleanser...
den apply my nice cream...
sure got good results...
den...u will be da hottest ah hood rd chick!!!
yar...wadever...lol
hu u tryin to kid!!oh yar...he even make mi sign tis formsayin i promise not to get pregnant in 5 mthsi'm lyk huh??! y would i...loly would i tie myself down...when dere's still so much for mi to doobviously he doesn't noe
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sch resumed
sch started on wed le...
3 days into da week n we r all rushin assignments...
so sick of it...one month later...
still gotta sit for exams...
de onli good thing abt sch..
ish hanging out wif my frenz...my 8
haha...
anw...todae go shoppin @ bugis...
went wif xy, yl n y2
lol...walked alot...my legs r still achin now...
spent $62 on 3 tops leh...
omgosh...i'm so broke lar...
haiz...cannot go shop wif dem de...
dey will onli encourage mi to spend more...
lol...jkin...
got good news though...
xy's mum maybe sponsor mi go see feilunhai worx...
haha...can see wu zun, da dong, arron n calvin...
so happy...but if kattun better...miss my kame...

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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
sch reopen
haha...
belinda helped mi got da last 2 albums i needed to...
complete my collections of kattun's cd right now...
Signal came wif a poster too...
but i'm no puttin it up...
hhee~~


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[auroraphaela]
Joyce
18
12 July 1989
Hinghwa & Foochow Methodist
HWS, ZHSS, NP (ECH)
Christian @ LCOR
92220991
auroraphaela@hotmail.com
http://trends4you.blogpsot.com
♥
Christ
my family
someone i'm losing soon
akame
being wif my friends & alone
e2's & infinitys
sleeping
money & myself
[recollections]
memories are events of the past held dearly to out hearts
they can be painful yet sweet altogether
[ the things you did...you can never erase ]
I don't wish or much
I only wish to be with the one I love
Is it too much to ask?