Argh!
it's not like I haven't got enough in my brain to keep me troubled. you people just have to go about and give me more things to think about and complicate my life.my uncle just DIED. give me a break can.I only wish for things to stay the same and not have new things to come my way. not now!!!PLEASE!!!
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blogged at : 5:16 PM
离别
挣扎了那么久,他还是离开了我们。
为什么?我早上明明听到电话响却没起来。
之后,还梦见了三伯。人家常说:‘一个死之前,会到最亲的人梦里聚一聚。’虽然,伯伯不是在和我交谈,但我梦里确实出现了他。
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blogged at : 11:04 AM
end of the chapter
I finally got to end the chapter of the book. Without having done so, I moved on with another chapter which had kept me uneasy once in a while. Having talked to him again today, I realised we both moved on. And like I told Xin Yi, I just hope we ultimately work out as friends.
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blogged at : 1:18 AM
Daddy
Papa totally shocked me today. He was blabbering nonsense the whole time, "伯伯要走了,他要走了。” After that, he even uttered "其实,他上个星期四已经走了。” He kept sighing and muttering, “不要出去不是没事lor"
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blogged at : 12:31 AM
soon
Time sure passes fast. It's 2 and a half more weeks to attachment. Somehow, I'm not exactly looking forward to it cause I'm afraid I can't cope with the children and the work. It's totally different when you are just burying your head in books trying your best to memorise theories. Attachment the real thng. You gotta apply what you learn which most of the time isn't really possible because with children, it requires alot of on the spot thinking. You need to get children to love with, learn to work with parents and fellow colleagues, and plan appropriate lessons. I'm super afraid I'll just sleep away in class. Shoots!!!
Anyway, been to the hospital. They operated on uncle to insert this pipe passing oxygen directly in his chest so it doesn't run through his mouth which dries up his mouth and tongue since he keeps it open 24/7. His hands are swollen. When I was down today, he opened one of his eyes. My auntie and dad went like, "stop sleeping already. You sleep for so long already, not enough arh? Faster come back. Stop floating around already." Seems like he's trying hard to wake up but the clot in he's head is keeping him from doing so.
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blogged at : 9:50 PM
我要学着去珍惜生命的可贵!
所谓有得就比有失。
我还觉得奇怪,怎么上帝最近似乎在特别眷顾我。我希望自己的选择没有错,也希望这一个多月来还和接下来的日子里都不会成为我下半辈子的阴影。愚人节那天是我十八年来最开心的一天也是发生在我身上最幸运的一件事。但随着这一‘得’,我也将要失去。。。
一个人真的能影响他周遭的人。
三伯因中风而入院的事惊动了整个蔡家。事发得太突然而且当时是路人叫‘白车’送他近医院的,大家都吓了一跳。有的还痛苦了。就拿爸爸来说吧!他今天上班都魂不守舍的。心里很乱,更本不知道自己在做什么。好像也害怕哪天会和三伯一样出事了或突然就离开了,他交待了好多。像是保险啊,什么的!我呢?因为知道自己会胡思乱想,所以试着不去想。专注于当时自己在做的事。因为他的情况紧急,大家都纷纷轮流到医院去看他。。。
人生可以用 短暂,脆弱,难以预料 来形容。
没有人真的可以预测到明天会发生什么事情,更不会有人知道他会活到多少岁。医院已经不能为三伯做什么了。现在,大家也只有在 等。。。
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blogged at : 11:46 PM
[auroraphaela]
Joyce
18
12 July 1989
Hinghwa & Foochow Methodist
HWS, ZHSS, NP (ECH)
Christian @ LCOR
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♥
Christ
my family
someone i'm losing soon
akame
being wif my friends & alone
e2's & infinitys
sleeping
money & myself
[recollections]
memories are events of the past held dearly to out hearts
they can be painful yet sweet altogether
[ the things you did...you can never erase ]
I don't wish or much
I only wish to be with the one I love
Is it too much to ask?