Saturday, February 24, 2007
du jing
因为他的一个决定,这一年多来我不断地告诉自己一切都该结束了
或许一直以来都是我单方面的想法让我把即使是单纯的友谊关系对待都看成是非比寻常
就是看不清自己的价值所以很努力的想忘记过去,
很努力的想制止那份连我自己都搞不清的感情
虽然相隔了那么久但他所做的一切仍然如此的引我注目
不管是多么渺小的一件事,他的一举一动我还是无法不注视
面对他,我总是表现得很不自然
更搞不清楚对他我到底还抱着什么样的感觉
虽然费了很多念力不去想但只要一看到他,就变得很紧 张
总是不自觉地想起过去和他共处的点滴,他为我做过的一切,说过的话和做过的承诺
到底什么时候我才可以摆脱过去重新找回自我呢?
就连明天要见他 mummi 我都变得很紧张
想必要重新开始还不是件容易的事
或许只要不和他碰面会让我过得好一些但这应该是种逃避的方式吧!
那么如果再努力点,勇敢点,放开过去,到时一切就会彻底结束吗?
+ [ auroraphaela ] ~我被你压得快喘不过气来了~ +
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Friday, February 23, 2007
Kame's birthday today...Happy 21st...went to GP todae...bs n bel psso aft dat i dropped by lib b4 goin hmebeen workin at prima for 2 days...yesterdae n da dae b4 dat...durin da new yr...went to various places...ah gong...godparents...da other side came ovrivan hse too...to play mahjong wif hk n tanwatched 'follow da law' too on da third niteas a fam nite out...it was quite lighthearted
+ [ auroraphaela ] ~我被你压得快喘不过气来了~ +
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Saturday, February 17, 2007
reunion
haha...had a superb reunion dinner just now...finished two whole fishes on top of da other dishes...took prawns too...if my doc noe...sure kill mi de..lolhad reunion dinner yesterdae too...uncle jordan n fam came...b4 dat...was @ K wif xy n 3 of her frenz...den meet up wif bro aft his church service to go hmeexams finished on da 14th n i allowed miself to...rot till yesterdae...tmr...haha...can't wait...
+ [ auroraphaela ] ~我被你压得快喘不过气来了~ +
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Wednesday, February 14, 2007
short drama
+ [ auroraphaela ] ~我被你压得快喘不过气来了~ +
blogged at : 10:11 PM
[auroraphaela]
Joyce
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Hinghwa & Foochow Methodist
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♥
Christ
my family
someone i'm losing soon
akame
being wif my friends & alone
e2's & infinitys
sleeping
money & myself
[recollections]
memories are events of the past held dearly to out hearts
they can be painful yet sweet altogether
[ the things you did...you can never erase ]
I don't wish or much
I only wish to be with the one I love
Is it too much to ask?