Sunday, December 30, 2007
quote!!!
没有无缘无故的爱与恨,恨一个人简单,爱一个人却很复杂。
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Thursday, December 27, 2007
GOD never left me!
Wonder if it is God's making or devil's temptations. Whatever the case, glad it's over. Worried friends...I'm okay already. Sorry to have troubled all of you with my problems - assignments or J***. At least on my road of recovery, God didn't leave me alone. He showed me there were people who cared for me and arranged to keep me occupied. The Christmas party yesterday and tomorrow, will be catching a movie with my childhood friends.
Just wanna say a big thank you to...
my twin - tan
bros - terry n raymond
my mei - xin yi
sab, yeelin, yan n bel
n to a far away friend at the netherlands...
THANK YOU people for always bearing with me and being around!!!
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Wednesday, December 26, 2007
Awakening Christmas!!!
BANG
GAME OVER
Ok, so it's like time for me to wake up from the dream no matter how reluctant I am. Despite knowing that it's an illusion, I just simply refuse to face up to reality. It just happened to fast. The past week just hasn't been very me. Though I have got programmes to keep myself occupied day after day but my mind just drifts whenever I have time inbetween to myself. I was like super worked up on Monday and totally in no mood for assignments, could partly be due to the trip away too. Talked with Tan but felt worst. She just makes total sense but you know how hard the truth can be. It was as though she thrusted a mirror right in front of me and I could see the horrible reflection of myself deep inside. EWW!! And just when I was getting better, it had to come again. Good thing towards the end, I was ok!!
So, I just gonna live with it. Damn. J***! Missin 7~~~ Twin, I need a hug n Chris, I need ur promised dinner. Oh, how pigging out always makes me feel better.
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Tuesday, December 18, 2007
dinner
Ah Gong's birthday celebration today. It's my first time that we are having it at a restaurant and not catering at his house. We had 9 tables know. That's about seats for 90 people. Took seats with Chris. AH! What did you do to ur hair...haha!! It's really nice to have him around. Feel so super comfortable and cared for. Always putting others ahead of him. Haha!! Like so miss him lar. Guess I ought to drop by his workplace soon but it's so far. All the way at Tampines. We are a BIG family. Just check out the generationsssss!!!
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Saturday, December 15, 2007
Argh!
Been sleeping alot lately. By that, I mean in the day and not the proper sleep which I should be taking at night. So much that I already cannot differentiate day and night or which day it was. Oh no, my biological clock is getting faulty. I'm thinking that I should be able to get more sleep next week on my way to Malaysia since we are driving up and there would not be much that I can do. Haha!
I'm still on a cold war with my mother. The good news is that it's not affecting me as much since I talked with my dad yesterday. The bad news? My finaces are all cut. Damn! What's worse? My concession ended yesterday. Lol! I wouldn't say I wasn't at fault yesterday so I hate myself too. Why couldn't I have held that tongue of mine? Argh! I guess the both of us just cannot stand the sight of each other.
Nearly lost my leg today!!! Stupid iron....
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Thursday, December 13, 2007
occupied
Am really tired. Just finish giving tuition and I feel totally drained yet there's so much assignments I need to get done before Wednesday so I can really enjoy my holidays. Been thinking alot over the week and I think I'm really losing it. Therefore, before I really go crazy trying to think about what exactly is going on, I'm just gonna leave it as it is, not think and do anything. Will react when need be. Been doing loads of packing as well for 03-10. Made a trip down to school even though I didn't have to just to pack. Got boxes from my dad's office. Think I've got some cuts and bruises here and there. I actually scratch myself while washing a cloth knocked myself into some junk. Argh! Worse of all, what's with our block? It keeps having this power cut. Super sickening!! Even as I have things to occupy myself, my thoughts still wander. Shoots!! Anyway, got my bag already. Kinda dissappointed. It ain't white. AH!
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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
my monday!
close friends would like to hear of what had happened...but i've practically updated those who want to know...i'm not leavin details here since it's no longer user n pass protected...but lyk yan said, i'll just leave an open mind n NOT THINK TOO MUCH!!! i don't noe, i'm feelin so confuse i can't think straight n my mind just wanders if i've nothing on hand to keep me occupied...shoots, someone tell me what to do...just not ignore because i noe i can't
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first week of december
Pictures uploaded are those taken last week. Mostly are taken during SYC where we did cooking. My team worked on quiche and cake. Super delicious. Am missing the taste of it already. Had fun!
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Monday, December 10, 2007
sat
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[auroraphaela]
Joyce
18
12 July 1989
Hinghwa & Foochow Methodist
HWS, ZHSS, NP (ECH)
Christian @ LCOR
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♥
Christ
my family
someone i'm losing soon
akame
being wif my friends & alone
e2's & infinitys
sleeping
money & myself
[recollections]
memories are events of the past held dearly to out hearts
they can be painful yet sweet altogether
[ the things you did...you can never erase ]
I don't wish or much
I only wish to be with the one I love
Is it too much to ask?