Sunday, December 31, 2006
New Year
i finished reading a book today...
it gaf mi alot to ponder on n aft givin it loads of thoughts..
spiritually i feel so refresh
i realli love the book becoz i learnt so much frm it...
n i would so lyk to recommend to all my frenz...
esp Christians n those hu r datin...
dat is...da k talks abt temptations n datin God's way
but wad hit mi da most was when it talked abt prayer n harvest
The Harvest Is Plentiful, but the Laborers Are Few
“Whatever you say or do, you reap”
God has called all of us Christians to lives of giving. The concern of others should be more important than our own. When was the last time your bore someone else’s burden? When you care for someone other than yourself, you reap a good harvest. When you concentrate on someone else’s interests instead of your own, your life won’t be so bad. – extracted from a sermon text
Questions:
Does God hear our prayers? What if our prayers go unanswered? If God loves us, why would He say no to something we really want? Is God enough to fill us? Can God help us to resist temptations?
Answers:
Without a doubt, God hears the prayers of all His children but no prayer is truly unanswered. Sometimes His answer is ‘yes,’ other times it’s ‘no,’ and a lot of times it’s just ‘wait.’ When His answer is ‘no,’ sometimes it seems like an unanswered prayer, but even ‘no’ is an answer. God knows what’s best for each of us. We might ask for something that would end up hurting ourselves, and ‘no’ is generally the best answer He could give. We all need to concentrate on God and trust the Lord to give us what we really need. The best way to resist temptation is to keep out of tempting sitations. But if you find wourself there, you’ve got a very powerful weapon to use against it. It’s called prayer. If you sincerely ask God to deliver you from temptation, He will.
Sometimes, i get so preoccupied with my own problems i tend to neglect my friends and their problems. I mean there are definitely many other people who haf alot worse problems den mine. By focusing on their problem maybe dui yu zi ji de wen ti jiu bu hui na me zhi zhuo le. Also, i have learnt that prayer is a very powerful and important communication tool with God. Therefore, my 2007 New Year Resolution is....
to pray more often not only when i wake up or go to slp or even b4 meals...but anytym anywhere when i need n wan...when i'm happy unhappy...i wan to praise Him, thk Him n ask of Him to provide mi wif my needs...yuppx...becoz God works in miraculous ways...i nvr tot of askin Him for mp4 or a camera though i realli wan to get dem...but God had it all planned n worked out for mi...so God thk You for bein dere even though i didn't pay so much attention to You...
oh yar...da book
Laurel Shadrach Series - Purity Reigns
Stephanie Perry Moore
www.moodypublishers.com
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Saturday, December 23, 2006
last nite
i turned in yesterdae nite when daddy switched off da tv
but juz when i was bout to fall aslp…
i heard my parents tokin in their room
i often get tis bad feelin…
when my parents hold a conver late in da nite
lyk sumthin bad's gonna happen
i noe dey think bro n i r aslp dat’s y dey didn’t keep it down…
i creeped ovr n stood outside their door…overheard a lil
tis morning…it was lyk nothing happen b4
my parents pretended dere wasn’t last nite…
n i didn’t bother to make it known i heard anithin last nite…
i'm surpressin wad i heard...
dey r stressed enough n i don wan da state i'm in to affect dem
i don noe how much longer can i hold on...
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Thursday, December 21, 2006
guzheng bbq
todae...went out wif xinyi...though we didn't accomplish much...but felt alot better tokin to her...maybe too much stayin at home nwatchin dramas was startin to get @ mihaha...alot better le...thks xyur chalet story brightened my dae too...glad u enjoyed urself...had bbq @ night...saw qian yu...grew n matured alot le...haha...took neo prints...eat alot...feed da mozzies too...hahadiscuss bout dramas oso...haha...she not bad lor....oso watch alot taiwan drama...can sae more den mi...haha...muz watch more....

qian yu got mi frm thailand...my bro got pretty excited @ da size...
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Wednesday, December 20, 2006
kattun
haha...
went to heartland mall to meet tricia juz now...
finally got my hands on kattun's cd le...
trix went to japan...haha...so rich right...
den shun bian ask her help mi buy lor...
$74 leh for 1 album n 2 singals...
dat reminds mi...
thinkin of gettin LE mp4 for $99 1GB
dunno worth not...
LE not famous brand mar...

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Sunday, December 17, 2006
sundays
last sun things didn't went well
i was ask last min to read da dae's...
fu ying ying ti...den i nvr prepare...
so i panic...den faster find my dad to prepare mi...
nvm...
den when i was called to go on stage...
da zu ling read another perosn's name
den i stun...so hu exactly is suppose to go on stage...
mi or hueva he called?
nvm...
den i read finish go down sit
dunno y suddenly break down...
i juz cried...for sum resons i don even noe
when ppl ask...i couldn't even ans...
becoz i tot of my grandpa?
becoz i had to a jing wen i wasn't prepared to?
becoz my name was read as another person's?
i chosse to juz say da last one...
aunt alice called...
she said aft dey had ameetin dat...
i was suppose to prepare for da last jing wen
even if i didn't haf to read...
da zu ling haf da right to make mi read if dey wan...
dat she sae ish her fault or not tellin mi...
den she sae...da zu ling reads my name wrongly
is not purposely...coz he is distracted
wife in hospital...say i haf no right to be angry...
muz pray to ask God for forgifness...
hey...hu said i was angry...?
i don see da need to ask for forgifness...
to mi ish lyk dere r sum hings u can nvr sae..
coz ppl r sensitive to it...
sum mind bein said to be fat or short...
but for mi...i on mind bein called a shorty...
but i definitely mind bein called another name...
it's lyk da name's given by my parents n dere's onli 1
so it's unique n special to mi...
so how i don lyk it when ppl make fun of my name or worse
call mi by i dunno hu's name...
den todae...aunt martha see mi...
think she heard out da incident last week
hugged mi tight...ask mi not to be angry...
to forgif da zu ling since he ish troubled...
to be more understandin...
my eyes turned watery...but i didn't allow my tears to drop..
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Friday, December 15, 2006
confrontation
today was da dae of da big confrontation…
we sat n tok…it got pretty heated…
dere was lots of probin…complain…
opening up n solvin…haha
generally went pretty well
@ least for sab’s n eda’s…
but whether dey will listen reflect n do…
or if dere r any improvments made
dat’s another thing altogether
bs didn’t open up @ first…
it took a lot of probin n sum cool off tym
b4 we really got tokin…
her attitude sorta pissed bel off…
she got so mad she turned red…
n frm wad she said…she had felt lyk slappin her…
anw…it still ended pretty well…
@ least ani unhappiness…it’s all out in da open
i hope tym wasn’t wasted todae…
dat everyone picked up n learnt a lil sumthin…
it’s not about pting fingers or shiftin blame…
but it’s da comin together to solve da prob..
despite hu’s fault
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Thursday, December 14, 2006
eragon
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Sunday, December 10, 2006
photos
desaru trip
listenin to da guide tokin bout da plants
da 1000 bananas...rumoured dat guys touch will haf alot of gfs...gals touch can reproduce
tis is similar to singapore's cucumber according to da guide
trap for catchin fishes
my bro wif a snake ard his neck
in da fishin musesum
da seals in da display cabainets...aww...so cute...
bro blockin out da sun...n his face...
our lodgings
fireflies
at da eat all u ca fruit farm
discussin wad fruits to pick
pickin papaya
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desaru trip
woke up ard 5 yesterdae...wash up n got ready for a short tip to desaru, malaysia2 day 1 night...farm tour5th uncle came to fetch us to da ferry terminalda ride across da sea took bout half an hr...i slept thruout...den took a bus to desaru fruit farmwas introduced to our guides...haha...an an...quite cute ya noe..aniwae i tot tis sort of farm trips...onli old folks will cum for it...but NO...haha dere were quite a no of youngster my age..as fellow tourists or even those @ da farm...ish lyk those relatives of da employer n da sons of da employees...hahaone of da fellow tourists on da same bus...reminds mi of nick's bro...eh bs i forgot his name wor...oops...erm ya...da build quite da same...quite attractive too...took breakfast @ da farm den we were den brought rd da farm on a tour...was introduced to alot of plants...i ran @ da sight of da goats hu weren't caged...bro bravely carried a snake for picture takin...saw quite a no of animals...den went to see a fishin museum n to look @ da beachreturned to da resort for lunch...checked in..den i watched tv listened to mp3 n slept...dat was while my fam walked ard da resort to see seeard 3...i followed my dad n bro to da beach...it was da monsoon season...it was windy n da waves were strong...i sneezed for a good whole 5 mins b4 i could go into da water...aft bath, we took a buggie to da lobbywhere we took da bus to da farm again for bbq dinner...my goodness...da food was super deliecious...we had chicken, fish, prawns, beef n muttonwe were assured dat da mutton wasn't their very own goat..it was purchase frm da locals...dey found it cruel to rear n kill their own goats...oso we had lobsters for...half per person...super fresh...omg...best dinner ever...for a holidaydinner was fun as we had games n entertainment...we oso clebrated da bd of da dec babies present...tyin wif da foundin of their farm as a tourist attraction...aft dinner...we went to see fireflies...it was quite a sight...as though christmas came earlier den planned...fun fact: among flashing fireflies, each separate flashing species has its own unique, distinguishing flash pattern or signal.
one purpose of the flashing is thought to be a signal systemfor attracting mates--a sort of Firefly Morse codereturnin to da resort..my bro n i watched tv till we fall aslpda nxt dae...we took breakfast @ da hotel b4...goin to another frit farm...we had to walk a liln da road we took...reminded mi of my p5 campda road we took for our mornin joganw...@ da farm w could pick n eat da fruits all we wan...dad went on a tree to pick papaya...sum yellow stufef got caught onto his pants n sandals...to 'take away' though...we had to pay...nxt we went back to desaru fruit farm for a bee talk...den we returned to da resort...we tidied n packed den checked out of hotel...took a buggie out...returned to da farm for lunch wif satay...b4 returnin s'pore...we were brought to Jass shopin mall for a shoppin spreei bought a mag featurin fei lun hai to keep mi occupied...5th uncle came to fetch us again...bought dinner home n watched star awards...missed dylan's appearance....received a msg frm gaffar askin if i was sendin him off...sorry...didn't noe u were goin off tonight...@ least onli noe u were goin to holland but not when..wq didn't made it clear...sorry...u'll be very much missed...don worry...love ya loads...
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Friday, December 08, 2006
Bokura no Machi de
kattun's new single was out yesterdae...
tis ish their first single wifout jin
miss him...but got kame darlin gd enough le...
tricia goin to japan todae...
hope she can get it for mi...
haha...
~eagarly awaitin~ Bokura no Machi de (SINGLE+DVD) (First Press Limited Edition) (Japan Version) 
Bokura no Machi de (First Press Normal Edition)(Japan Version)

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Thursday, December 07, 2006
report
went to da hospital wif ah gong to get da results...confirm le...it's lung cancer...but dey r still guessin between stage 2 n 4den dey can't offer any forms of treatment yetbecoz...both stages require diff formssuggested for ah gong to go for a pet scandat ish lyk 3k...dunno how to react to da news...feel so numb n lifeless...da world's not collapsing on mi...juz felt dat life came to a sudden standstill for mi...out of my eyes...i no longer see coloursbut everythin became juz black n white..as though i'm watchin a soap opera of a previous centuryi don dare to take a step furtherfor wad da future holds i realli don noe..it's not lyk i've nvr tot of life wifout ah gongbut when it were to becum a fact...i find it hard to accept...i juz can't face iti can't bear n i don wan toi dunno how i'll manage...will i loose myself?will i be able to keep myself together...or ick myself up aft da lost?i try not to think @ least not now...it's juz too much for mi...da thought of losin sum1 hu...means so much more den myselfi pray for another miracle...n for strength to cope n handle da grievemum's plannin a birthdae dinner for him...it's lyk maybe his last birthdae...he's excited bout it...but...does he noe? can he sense?dere's so much promises left unmade...keep pushin dem off thinkin i still haf tymnot realisin de don...gotta get ye ye's bio done b4 his bd tis yr
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[auroraphaela]
Joyce
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12 July 1989
Hinghwa & Foochow Methodist
HWS, ZHSS, NP (ECH)
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Christ
my family
someone i'm losing soon
akame
being wif my friends & alone
e2's & infinitys
sleeping
money & myself
[recollections]
memories are events of the past held dearly to out hearts
they can be painful yet sweet altogether
[ the things you did...you can never erase ]
I don't wish or much
I only wish to be with the one I love
Is it too much to ask?