Sunday, September 25, 2005
losin him
i think it's over once again...
i dunno...
heard he's attached le...
lol why didn't i notice earlier??
wad was all dat moments n tyms we shared durin my sept holis??
was it insignificant? or did it meant nothin @ all to him?
so it all amounted to nothin??
all dat sweet-tok 4 nothin...
while u sweet tok @ one end..
u were chasin sumone else @ da other?
wad muffins...wad barley...enjoy dem all u...hypocrite...utterly disgusted
y ish it all guys r da same?
@ least all dat i've met...i'm startin to lose faith
i've had enough pain to last mi tis lifetym
y? why do guys lyk to end things wif loads of '???'
y can't dey juz make things clear rather den let sumone indulge in their own foolishness?
y did u gif mi heaven n earth onli to let mi fall into hell not noein anithin?
y did u promise mi da world onli to gif mi pain n sufferin?
i'ld rather u b frank den play ard
now u make mi hate u...y??
ish dat wad we were all aft? an exp...nothin more?
he was lyk dat...den him...so was he...n now YOU!!
how many more such exp do i have to go thru??
gif mi a break...no not kit-kat...
pls get out of my life...u gave mi hope onli to dash dem later...y??
i tot u were different but NO u were not any different...
y? y did we end wif so many qns unanswered..?
y did u gif mi everythin onli to take dem all back?
i'm tired..tis journey i'll walk no further...explore no further...
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+ [ auroraphaela ] ~我被你压得快喘不过气来了~ +
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[auroraphaela]
Joyce
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12 July 1989
Hinghwa & Foochow Methodist
HWS, ZHSS, NP (ECH)
Christian @ LCOR
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♥
Christ
my family
someone i'm losing soon
akame
being wif my friends & alone
e2's & infinitys
sleeping
money & myself
[recollections]
memories are events of the past held dearly to out hearts
they can be painful yet sweet altogether
[ the things you did...you can never erase ]
I don't wish or much
I only wish to be with the one I love
Is it too much to ask?