Sunday, December 17, 2006
sundays
last sun things didn't went well
i was ask last min to read da dae's...
fu ying ying ti...den i nvr prepare...
so i panic...den faster find my dad to prepare mi...
nvm...
den when i was called to go on stage...
da zu ling read another perosn's name
den i stun...so hu exactly is suppose to go on stage...
mi or hueva he called?
nvm...
den i read finish go down sit
dunno y suddenly break down...
i juz cried...for sum resons i don even noe
when ppl ask...i couldn't even ans...
becoz i tot of my grandpa?
becoz i had to a jing wen i wasn't prepared to?
becoz my name was read as another person's?
i chosse to juz say da last one...
aunt alice called...
she said aft dey had ameetin dat...
i was suppose to prepare for da last jing wen
even if i didn't haf to read...
da zu ling haf da right to make mi read if dey wan...
dat she sae ish her fault or not tellin mi...
den she sae...da zu ling reads my name wrongly
is not purposely...coz he is distracted
wife in hospital...say i haf no right to be angry...
muz pray to ask God for forgifness...
hey...hu said i was angry...?
i don see da need to ask for forgifness...
to mi ish lyk dere r sum hings u can nvr sae..
coz ppl r sensitive to it...
sum mind bein said to be fat or short...
but for mi...i on mind bein called a shorty...
but i definitely mind bein called another name...
it's lyk da name's given by my parents n dere's onli 1
so it's unique n special to mi...
so how i don lyk it when ppl make fun of my name or worse
call mi by i dunno hu's name...
den todae...aunt martha see mi...
think she heard out da incident last week
hugged mi tight...ask mi not to be angry...
to forgif da zu ling since he ish troubled...
to be more understandin...
my eyes turned watery...but i didn't allow my tears to drop..
+ [ auroraphaela ] ~我被你压得快喘不过气来了~ +
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[auroraphaela]
Joyce
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Hinghwa & Foochow Methodist
HWS, ZHSS, NP (ECH)
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Christ
my family
someone i'm losing soon
akame
being wif my friends & alone
e2's & infinitys
sleeping
money & myself
[recollections]
memories are events of the past held dearly to out hearts
they can be painful yet sweet altogether
[ the things you did...you can never erase ]
I don't wish or much
I only wish to be with the one I love
Is it too much to ask?